You'll be in my heart, always..

2007-01-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

i closing this blog !!! BYE!!!

2007-01-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

it's kinda gross!
i watched cat fried rice!
i can't believe..
i saw the cat been skinned alive..
then boiled, then friend with the rice..
oh my goodness gracious!
after that i watch this video
it's about a baby been taken away by strangers
then the mother went to make a report to the police
and the police man told her to wait at the custom..
guess what?
she saw her precious baby with a guy
and when she shouted and run toward the man,
the man drop the baby!!!
when the lady saw that she was shocked!
the baby was dead.. just within 45 min!?!?!?
the baby was missing for only 45 min!
the police found out that the guy smuggle drugs over the custom
and the drugs was inside the baby!
when i saw this.. i was kinda sad
i ask myself what do all this thing happen?
why do a innocent baby have to die..
=(

2007-01-11T21:24:00.000+08:00

today during chinese lesson.

mdm ng : that boy come in now!
(wang da ma)

then i was still doing my hw..

suddenly..

wang da ma: wen de!!! ( my chinese name) sit up now! walk to the front and sit beside the boy!

BT: orh!

wang da ma: do they look alike? =)

whole class: -.-"

BT:chey lao shi , i thought i did something wrong leh..

then i walk back to my seat..

the end!

2007-01-10T20:26:00.000+08:00

i won't be bloggin for this few weeks...
or else sissy teacher will call me a inane guy.. )=

2007-01-02T14:01:00.001+08:00

ALRIGHT!! taking MC on the first day of school..

2007-01-02T01:01:00.000+08:00

i'm sick!! FEVER, FLU and SORE throat..
AND i wont be blogging that often anymore..
CAUSE school is starting in one day time..
Have Fun GUY!!!

2006-12-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

What the hell is wrong with me,
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares..

2006-12-29T13:04:00.000+08:00

i'm tired of life..

i'm a Gentleman

2006-12-24T22:23:00.001+08:00

You Are 84% Gentleman

No doubt about it, you are a total gentleman.

You please the pickiest ladies, and you make everyone in a room feel comfortable.

Are You A Gentleman?

2006-12-23T17:23:00.000+08:00

Look!!! look at the present!!! haha

2006-12-20T12:32:00.000+08:00

Listen for LOVE

2006-12-19T10:55:00.000+08:00

Sacrificing PART of what you have is human's nature.
but sacrificing ALL of what you hace needs alot of LOVE.
Nowadays people always think of what they can get in return before giving,
if the return is less than their giving , then they will be reluctant to give..
=)

2006-12-18T18:32:00.001+08:00

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence

You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others.

Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.

You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.

A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict.

You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

2006-12-12T17:00:00.000+08:00

Time can never mend,
The careless whisper of a good friend.
To the heart and mind,
Ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth,
Pain is the all you'll find.
should known better
I feel so unsure,
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor.
As the music dies...
Something in your eyes,
Calls to mind a silver screen,
And all its sad goodbyes.
I'm never gonna dance again,
Guilty feet have got no rhythm.
Though it's easy to pretend,
I know you're not a fool.
I should have known better than to cheat a friend,
And waste a chance that I'd been given.
So I'm never gonna dance again,
The way I danced with you.
Tonight the music seems so loud,
I wish that we could lose this crowd.
Maybe it's better this way,
We'd hurt each other with the things we want to say.
We could have been so good together,
We could have lived this dance forever...
But now, who's gonna dance with me?
Please stay.
Now that you're gone...
Was what I did so wrong?
So wrong that you had to leave me alone?

2006-12-12T14:45:00.000+08:00

I just want you,

I just need you

Will you stand beside me Lord

And hold me tight in you?

I just can’t speak,

I just can’t see

Oh Lord you give me

My voice to sing of your great love

Which is also warmth and also lovely

That will heal all of my brokenness

Why do you oh God want to give me your love?

When I’m just so unworthy of you

You are just too good that

I wanna sing praises to you

To my one and only God in my heart

Who cares for me, who love me so much

Lord I just can’t wait to say I love you..

I love you.

You stretch out your hand,

Let me fall in

To a love that is so great.

That I can’t just describe

Without you to teach me the word

To bright up all your love

2006-12-12T13:54:00.000+08:00

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You are the only love I’ll need
In my life you are all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You are the one that is there for me
When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you
Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you
Lord You know it is just impossible
Because of you it is all brand new
my life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you
When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling
And you rush to set me free

2006-12-12T13:50:00.000+08:00

I didn't know it was love, it slowly settled upon me.
With a smile like the day's sunlight, you come my way
I thought it might be love, it quietly crept up
With eyes like the moonlight, you're smiling.
I say I want to know
When I see you I begin to shake with nervousness,
no matter how I try to turn away and tell myself it isn't true.
I'm so in love with you
But in the end, it's you.
I can't have it
but when I see you, my heart is struck with pain
No matter how I erase and forget,
I'm left with the words: in the end it wasn't me.
I know now that I've become so much like you.
When I see you, I smile
Promise you I'll show you now
I say I want to know
When I see you I begin to shake with nervousness,
no matter how I try to turn away and tell myself it isn't true.
I'm so in love with you
But in the end, it's you.
Smile again, though many things will change
like my appearance and these old memories
smile again despite the past days of hardships
I've prepared something just for you. I can't let you go
Can't you, please, look my way?
I'm standing here like this behind you,
laughing even though it hurts, smiling even though I'm sad.
I'm so in love with you, I'm right here.
Will you listen now?
To these words that I'm carefully taking out?
that I try to carefully take out
no matter how I try to turn away and say it isn't true,
I'm left repeating these words by myself, stay by my side, stay.

2006-12-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

damn!! everything sucks!!!
what's wrong with me today!!
this feeling sucks.. i 'm too tired for all this!!!
!@#!$!@$#!@#
ARGH!!!!

2006-12-08T17:43:00.000+08:00

3 day days till i stop working!!
wohooo! today is pay day!
everyone was busily counting their money,
that include me too!
i wonder can i endure through the three days..
Don't know what i'm expecting to get for my result..
i really dont know..

2006-12-05T14:32:00.000+08:00

You can’t say ~ it’s alright

Now I’ve forgotten how I made you sad

My love will not stop shortly

You can’t dream~

I am here whenever you need me

However far from my sight you are,

You are always near in my heart~

The scent of a flower makes me remember you

This love is a flower that will never die

And just like now you remain in my heart

Stay by my side once again

Form the warm memories of you

I can smile again like I did back then

2006-12-04T10:23:00.000+08:00

A story like mine should never be told.
For my world is as
forbidden as it is fragile.
Without its mysteries it cannot surive.
I'm certainly wasn't born
to the life of a______
Like so much ismy strang life
I was carried there by the current..

You cannot say to the sun “more
sun,” or to the rain “less rain.”

2006-12-02T15:47:00.000+08:00

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive til love is found

2006-11-28T20:20:00.000+08:00

I'm really so damn tired,
and today I woke up late and didn't turn up for work.
I have to apologize to my manager for not going to work.
but i am really very tired to work.
i have to work for one more week as i have already told them.
so damn tired!

2006-11-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know
that I love you
I wanted you to stay
Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
that I love you
I have loved you all along

2006-11-17T17:32:00.000+08:00

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith hope and glory
Hold to the truth
In your heart..

i'm not gonna give up so easily ! =)

2006-11-15T14:29:00.000+08:00

'If the world hates you,
keep in mind that it hated me first.
If you belonged to the world,
it would love you as its own.
As it is, you don'y belong to the world,
but i have chosen you out of the world.
that is why the world hates you.
Remember the word i spoke to you:
"No servant is greater than his master."
If they persecuted me,
they will persecute you also.'

johon 15:18-20

For whoever wants to save hie life will lose it,
but whoever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it.
What good is it from a man to gain the whole world,
yet forfeit his soul?
O what can a man give in exchange for his soul?

mark 8:35-37

2006-11-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

everyday parent came home from work,
nag at us if dont do what we're suppose to do.
and slowly they are totally shut out from our world..
sometime it's hard to talk to them,
the fact is i hardly talk to my parent,
it is like no common topic to talk about.
this holidays make me feel so lonely,
no friend to play with, no one to talk to.
parent not going to pay for chapel camp fee,
so i pay for it.
my friend and i feel the same way,
our parent have pay for our tuition fee, school fee, music lesson and etc.
and tuition fee nowaday cost a bomb in our parent pocket.
and most likely this is one of the reason
why they want us to stay at home.
how i wish i can get my paid now,
so i can go for chapel camp.
and these few day my stomach hurt alot,
maybe ate something wrong.
i told my mum about it,
guess what she say?
day1
me: mum, my stomach hurt ..
mum: orh..
me: -.-"
day2
me: my stomach still hurt..
mum: go eat some medicine
day3
me: my stomach hurt for the past 2 day
mum: go see doctor lor.
she should have told me that on monday. -.-"
alright that's all for today..

2006-11-06T20:51:00.000+08:00

Have you ever wondered what life is all about?
you could have to sail the oceans.
you could have to walk a thousand mile.
You could search the world and never figure it out..
sometime life is disappointing. =)

2006-11-04T21:12:00.000+08:00

You don't know me yet.
You only know so little.
I don't know that much, I just want to stay by your side, holding your hand.
The face reflected in your eyes is expressing it's feelings.
It's not too late, just give me a little try
high high we've just gotta try like this
I don't need another path to travel
your kiss that I've wanted for so long
is the beginning of my love.
There's no way that you don't know you're the
person always spinning in my heart.
Don't go too far, just wait a moment so I can approach you.
Why does everything always come so suddenly like fate?
high high waiting takes so long
and I know that I'm you're only one
I close my eyes and kiss
give me a little try
just give me a little try
every turn with me
Take my hand so that we can be together forever, now that you've come to my side.
just give me a little try?

2006-11-02T22:26:00.000+08:00

i'm blinded by the attractive pay..
this really make me very tired..
i'm still not prepared to be in such a tiring working life..
maybe in another year time to prepare myself for this kind of work..
so damn tired!!!

2006-10-31T22:10:00.000+08:00

saw your face in the crowd
i call out your name
you don't hear a sound
i keep tracing your steps
each move that you make
wish I could read what goes through your mind
wish you could touch me with the colors of your life..

2006-10-31T20:52:00.000+08:00

i really cant take it anymore..
everyone scolding me!!!!
i was kind enough to take down the person contact number
and her sis come and scold me for no reason..
next..
my manager.. idiot idiot idiot!
wrong also scold, right also scold..
from morning till evening every few minutes also scold..
don't cha ever vent your anger on me again..
or else..
i don't know..
argh!!!! at most i'm going to work for one more month..
i'm not going to work on dec if you guys vent your anger on me!!!
ROOOAARR!!!!

2006-10-30T21:18:00.000+08:00

what a unlucky day..
got scolding from everyone..
irene scold me cause i dont know how to use the phone..
but it's not my fault..
need password to login lor..
and nobody teach me how to use it..
i have no idea how to transfer call, hold call and end call..
it's so hard..
after that a lady call in..
BT: Chan brother travel..
Good afternoon mdm
lady: wah! finally someone answer the call..
(everyone is busy with their stuff lor)
BT: yes? may i help you with any enquiry?
lady: i would like to go to india..
BT: huh?!?!?! sorry miss, you called the wrong number..
this is only for korea, japan and taiwan..
please kindly hold on while i transfer you to the india department..
miss: what is this! i call you all, then a guy transfer me to another lady,
then that lady transfer me to you..
BT: oh.. i see.. erm.. can i have your name and contact number?
miss: *******; 9*******
BT: i will ask one of the staff to call you in a short while..
miss: i can't believe chan brother have such a bad service..
if you don't call me in 15 min time, i will not book from Chan Brother anymore!
( hello! we're really very busy lor!!! and i wasn't the 1 transfer you to here and there lor)
i was kind enough to take down your name and contact number and you still scold so much!
and she was kind enough to slam the phone..
i can't believe people vent their anger on others just because we, people who are nice enough to work in the service industries! what a unlucky day! =(

2006-10-30T21:15:00.000+08:00

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side..

2006-10-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

GUESS what??
i'm going church tmr!!!
i can play captain ball!!! =)
today i was so tired and weary!!
today is CHAN BROTHER 41st brithday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! haha...
today is chan brother 41st ann
TRAVEL FAIR..
people rushing in to grab the best price..
aunty asking me about this and that..
asking for the lowest price..
so stingy.. haha...
i mean BEST Price!! haha..
i'm so happy that i'm a travel consultant
tmr no need to work!!!
japan and korea attraction are pretty good..
alright i gotta slp.. Good night!

2006-10-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

The moment that I first saw you, I wanted to believe you were the girl.
And so I swore to myself that there would be no more
relationships in my life.
That you would be the last girl in my life.
You say you don't need expensive gifts,
that all you need is what's from the heart,
that you like anything that I give you,
but as you say these things, you make my heart cry.
I'm so very poor
and you'll probably have a hard time with me
But I'm so happy with you
I promise that you're the only one I'll love.
Your smile always makes me smile.
If it means being with you then I'm really happy.
I'll treasure you with all the love I have for you
I love you like this
The more and more I know you, the nicer you are
the more and more I see you, the more I miss you
I'm thinking about you whether I'm standing or sitting
I'm thinking about you no matter where I go
I'm thinking about you even when I see pretty things,
or even when I'm driving or taking care of my business.
Your eyes are big and you've a lot of charm
You're always on my side, whenver or wherever.
When I'm down your smile becomes my strength.
Our love I hope continues like this.
I promise I'll only have eyes for you.
I swear you're the only one I'll love.
Your smile always makes me smile.
If it means being with you then I'm really happy.
I'll treasure you with all the love I have for you
I love you like this
In a busy life I get so weary and crazy.
We fight over thoughtless things.
With a sorry heart we go on a date
and eat and even do the movie thing.
No matter how hard of a time I'm in I can't express it
and your smile keeps me going
We go shopping for three hours only to buy just one shirt.
But what to do? I love you
Your smile
always makes me smile
If it means being with you
then I'm really happy
I'll treasure you with all the love I have for you
I love you, I promise
You're the only one I love
You're the only one I want to love
I only want to think about think about you..

2006-10-27T21:33:00.000+08:00

work is driving me crazy!
got so much thing to learn!!!
how i wish i have 48 hours a day..
i really need time to sleep..

2006-10-24T10:42:00.000+08:00

I didn't know it was love, it slowly settled upon me.
With a smile like the day's sunlight, you come my way
I thought it might be love, it quietly crept up
with eyes like the moonlight, you're smiling.
I say I want to know
When I see you I begin to shake with nervousness,
no matter how I try to turn away and tell myself it isn't true.
I'm so in love with you
But in the end, it's you.
I can't have it
but when I see you, my heart is struck with pain
No matter how I erase and forget,
I'm left with the words: in the end it wasn't me.
I know now that I've become so much like you.
When I see you, I smile
Promise you I'll show you now
I say I want to know
Smile again, though many things will change
like my appearance and these old memories
smile again despite the past days of hardships
I've prepared something just for you. I can't let you go
can’t you, please, look my way?
I'm standing here like this behind you,
laughing even though it hurts, smiling even though I'm sad.
I'm so in love with you, I'm right here.
Will you listen now?
To these words that I'm carefully taking out?
that I try to carefully take out
no matter how I try to turn away and say it isn't true,
I'm left repeating these words by myself, stay by my side, stay.

I’m so tired.

2006-10-23T20:40:00.000+08:00

today is the first day working at chan's brother agency..
yup yup.. learn alot of new things..
get to know the taxes for airport from diff country,
learn alot of diff attraction.. cause i'm working in the asia department..
japan, korea, thailand, taiwan, malaysia, hong kong..
yup yup.. it's cool to know the peak season, cause next time i know when to buy ticket when i wanna travel.. =) alright i gotta stop here..
i need to read up on japan and korea attraction.. bye!

2006-10-22T23:34:00.000+08:00

yahooo!!!!!
yupeeee!
finally i'm done with the salesman job..
it's so tiring.. stand for 10 hours AND
serving all the rich tai tai.. but i get to know alot of famous high heel shoe..
haha..
the people there are friendly..
i also learnt to build up confidence.. yup yup!! =)
next stop..
chan's brother travel agency!
here i come.... =)

CHALET!!!!

2006-10-18T14:47:00.000+08:00

2006-10-18T12:42:00.000+08:00

Oooo!!!!
i'm back from chalet!!!!
it was totally crazy..
first day we check in and mess up the place..
playing ps2, soccer, swimming..
then in the evening, i kana sabo by jie ren..
so pai sei lor.. i only told jie ren that girl look beautiful..
guess what?!?!? he walk to the side of the girl and point at her..
JR: BT, this girl ar?
BT: huh? what the..
JR: so you want her number iszit? -.-"
i just walk off.. argh.. so stupid..
i only say that girl but JR talk about so many..
so unfair.. but i know he's just joking..
it's so unlucky.. she just stay oppsite us..
omg.. 2nd night we had bbq everyone was having fun.. yup yup..
i really enjoy this wonderful chalet plan by every single one..
hope to have another one soon.. =)
btw.. it's "thai girl" not tiger.. haha..

2006-10-15T18:20:00.000+08:00

church was fine today..
everything was fine but it's just that i'm tired..
very tired.. maybe due to the lack of sleep..
after cg.. i went to grisp kopi tiam with lun tat to eat..
yummy.. i told chai hwa about i'm going to work..but
in the end i change my mind.. why should i work..
i will spent my time wisely by studying for next year..
it's good to start early..
so chai hwa lend me FIVE books about christianity..
1. CHRISTIANITY EXPLORED
2. IRON MAN (this book chronicled Neivelle's conversion story while in changi prison
3. the PASSION of JESUS CHRIST
4.WHY I AM A CHRISTIAN
5. THE STRANGER ON THE ROAD TO EMMAUS

2006-10-14T00:21:00.000+08:00

Grew up in a small town
and when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get aboard a fast train
Travel on a damn plane far away
And breakaway...

2006-10-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

thanks for your advice cheng yeen..
indeed it help to understand the purpose of life..
=)

2006-10-13T11:57:00.000+08:00

argh!!!
what meeting will that be..
when leader do not listen to others advice..
leader will always listen to others ppl advice or ideas
so that others will be willing to help..
respect others before asking other to respect you
tolerance must be a strong point of a leader
not a weak point.. =)
set good example for others before asking others to set good example
talk in a more serious tone instead of shouting,
to let other member know that they need to be serious
chuin siong, see that?
i still remember clearly what you told since sec 1..
i will prove to you that you are right..
i will learn to lead well...
i also remember what thing you say..
everyone can be a leader,
but it's only how well a person can lead..
i will remember all this de.. thanks
now i'm left to clean up the mess..
short of so much money..
so many ppl went for the meeting but none of them think about the fund..
cmon man.. owen, jun cheng, zhong liang have to pay so much more..
and that guo qiang.. why did he kept changing his mind..
luckily owen nvr count him money in or else..
we are really in deep trouble..
left $32 to buy bbq food? is that a joke?
who give the idea of buying snacks?
we are already short of cash and they use the fund to buy snacks..
what about the ultilities bill? $$$ -.-"
what about tongs, satay stick, wire gauze and bbq food?
money, money and more money..
OMG.. alright i'm going down to the cheapest bbq whole sale centre now..
BTW please pray for this bbq.. alot of ppl have put in alot of effort..
hope everything will run smoothly.. cheers!

2006-10-11T19:06:00.000+08:00

Wow!
today was tiring..
woke up in the morning at 6..
not to go to school, but to my friend hse..
after that we watch the Fast and the Furious; TOKYO DIRFT..
the drift was stunning.. then we eat our breakfast which is roti prata..
haha..
yup yup..
after that show.. we went to vivo city!!!!
it'a nice place.. beautiful view of sentosa from vivo city..
it'll be great to go back that after afew week as some of the shop
have not open..
we watch "little MISS SUNSHINE"..
nice movie.. but abit vulgar.. haha..
that's all for today folk!!!

please note: it all happen in the morning..
Is innocence the difference between a boy and a man?

2006-10-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

Woooo!!!!!
what a day!!!!
i started studying from morning until five..
yay!!!
D&T, here i come!!!!
today i went running with jonathan..
surely he prove me that he can run..
so we run 5km.. yup yup..
SO so tired..
no matter what, i finish the race..

true friends don't come by easily..
it may take many years of life to find one.. =)

2006-10-08T16:32:00.000+08:00

God know when you are innocent,
cause he see everything..
so be strong and courageous..
know that the lord will guide you and bestow his blessing unto you..
learn to pray to the lord and ask him to lead you..
i know you can do it..

thanks CS chew for this encouraging msg..

i shall end with a verse from the bible,

" cast all your cares upon Him, for He cares for you"
1 peter 5:7 =D

2006-10-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

GEO NOTES???
here you go..
monday..
BT: mrs lim can you copy a set of geo note for me?
mrs lim: orh okie..
BT: make it two or can i have afew more copy?
mrs lim: i only can get you 2 copy..
BT: orh okie..
actually the note was print for me..
i have been begging mrs lim for so long just for a copy..
so i intend to share my copy.. but none for you went to gary hse?
what else can i do..? if you're angry because of this..
i would say it's my fault as your close buddy..
cause i can't even get every a copy..
the next morning the 1st time i came to school,
mrs lim: boon teck, who did you gave the paper to?
BT: gary.. he need it more than the others..
mrs lim: what? give to that ......
BT: no, he can pass de..
mrs lim: i don't care, i rather you give it to someone who can pass..
BT: like who?
mrs lim: like desmond or cheng yeen..
BT: but..
mrs lim: no but.. just do what i say..
BT: okie..
what will gary say if i dont give him the note?
and tell him that mrs lim doesn't not want him to have?
what can i do? so i gave it to gary..
is it possible for me to speak up for all my friend?
i'm trying my best to be nice to everyone why can't you all see it?
why must you all only look at the rotting part of an apple?
if geo note can make up.. you can have all my geo notes..
i'm also human.. i make mistakes and i'm willing to change..
will you all give me a chance?
if you see this.. please tag on my blog..
friends will never be angry with you but will guide one another..
and make sure no one stumble.. =]

2006-10-06T17:36:00.000+08:00

i can't imagine that precious friendship can just fade off..
i was so worried about you losing your hp..
from morning till night, thinking about how to contact you..
i'm so worried that i call your mum..
and is that how you measure friendship?
i cherish this friendship more than anyone..
but you don't get it..
why can't people think about the good side of their other fellow friends?
i'm sorry if our friendship is that fragile..
you can't imagine how valuable can mean..
a friend that are always willing to helping you?
a friend that lend you my ear?
a friend that is willing do anything for you?
a friend that walk another mile to get back what you have lost?
a friend that NEVER talk bad thing behind your back..
i think all this thing is just a something you dont know..
wish you all the best in everything you do..
time can never mend the strong bonding of a good friend..
desmond, wee kang, cheng yeen, siak hong, chuem meng and liang yu..
memories of you will always be in my heart..
no mater what happen, i will stand by you all..
jia you! jia you! jia you! =]

2006-09-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

i won't be blogging till exam is over..
sorry guys.. =)

2006-09-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

today mr lim asked all 2 pack up and brought us 2 the quarangle 2 play captain ball... after a round of captain ball, my brothers and i sat at 1 corner till a lower sec walk pass and i say "eh..why you walk here"nth happened..bell rang and time for pe...the pe was lyk normal basket ball only.. after recess.. gary sis sms gary that that guy not happy with me.. aiya.. one on one lor.. but in the end nothing happen..

2006-09-28T16:40:00.000+08:00

" LATE DAY "

2006-09-26T16:21:00.000+08:00

today was fun!!!
gary, ian, cheng yeen and i pom school..
we meet at 7.20 outside ntuc..
then cheng yeen woke up late..
so he join us at 7.30...
we went to NTUC to shop for food..
so we can bring back to school and eat..
we bought chips, chips and more chips..
haha.. we also bought one dozen of coke..
so we gave 1 to mr said and mr zaru..
and 2 to mr tan..
actually today we are late for everything..
late for school, lesson and even chapel..
alright i shall start mugging..

2006-09-24T17:12:00.000+08:00

The world would be a lonely place
Without the one that puts a smile on your face
So hold me 'til the sun burns out
I won't be lonely when I'm down

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour seems much longer

I never doubted you at all
The stars collide, will you stand by and watch them fall?
So hold me 'til the sky is clear
And whisper words of love right into my ear

'Cause I've got you to make me feel stronger
When the days are rough and an hour seems much longer
Yeah when I've got you
Oh to make me feel better
When the nights are long they'll be easier together

Looking in your eyes
Hoping they won't cry
And even if they do
I'll be in bed so close to you
To hold you through the night
And you'll be unaware
But if you need me I'll be there..

Yeah I've Got You!!!!

2006-09-23T12:02:00.000+08:00

when everything is going wrong
and things are just a little strange
it's been so long now
you've forgotten how to smile
and over head the skys are clear but it still seems to rain on you
and your only friends all have better things to do

when you're down and lost
and you need a helping hand
when you're down and lost along the way
oh just tell yourself
I'll be okay

now things are only getting worse
and you need someone to take the blame
when the love has gone
there's no one to share the pain
been sleepin with the tv on
and lying in an empty bed
all the alcohol in the world would never help me to begin

when you're down and lost
and you need a helping hand
when you're down and lost along the way
just try a little harder, try your best to make it through the day
oh just tell yourself,
I'll be okay

I'll be okay!!! =] Yay!!!

2006-09-23T11:53:00.000+08:00

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

The happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Oh Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Oh, wouldn't it be nice

good night baby
sleep tight baby... =]

2006-09-22T19:04:00.000+08:00

to ian & cheng yeen..
i really treasure this friendship..
i'm not angry with what you all say in class today...
btw can i stop playing the ps game..
it's too hard for me to handle.. no offence..
i'm happy that i have friend like you..
cheng yeen, i really put my trust in you and i can always find you in times of trouble..
ian, you're the one i can share my worries..
i hope we could forgive and forget one another.. =]

2006-09-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

TO: Cheng yeen, Ian and Gary..
i need to clarify something..
1st: i was really having a headache..
2nd: i already said i might go to school when i was a joshua hse..
3rd: i didn't watch movie..

i don't think i need to clearify everything to you all..
i don't understand why must i ask you all before i go anywhere?
even when i go toilet.. i really had enough..
why didn't i say you PS when you were not around..
i really can't stand all the vuglarity.. if you really think i'm wrong..
i'm so sorry about PSING you all..
and i guess i wont be in this click anymore.. i will study on my own..
hope you all will accept my apology..

2006-09-21T15:45:00.000+08:00

i didn't go to school today,
cause i don't feel like going to school..
now i'm watching project A's (by jackie chan)
with desmond.. after watching that we are going to study..

2006-09-21T15:35:00.000+08:00

When you truly care for somone,
you don't look for faults,
you don't look for answers,
you don't look for mistakes.
instead, you fight the mistakes,
you accept the faults,
and you overlook the excuses.

Never abandon an old friend
you will never find one who can take his place.
frienship is like a wine ,
it gets better as it grows older. =]

2006-09-19T18:42:00.000+08:00

i'm having the day from hell,
it was all going so well before you came..
and not to mention the tears i shed..
but I should have kicked your ass instead.. Mr SEN slash down our D&T marks!!!
i need intervention
Attention to stop temptation to scream
cause everything is effed up straight from the heart
tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
gotta pick myself up where do I start???
cause i can't turn to you when it all falls apart
Can it be easier?
can I just change my life?
cause it just seems to go bad everytime
will I be mending?
another one ending once again..

2006-09-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

today i get back all my prelim result..
i was stunned by result i have..
when i reach home, i ask myself?
i really put in alot of effort and time to study,
why didn't i pass with flying colours?
i will only blame myself for been playful..
how i wish i could travel back to those days
when i wasn't paying much attention to teacher who's teaching new thing.. what if i really fail my N's level?
will i go to ite? i don't wanna go!!!
she told me something like this..
when i told her what if i go to ite..
she said "God have plan for our future.. and something something purpose de.."
i can't really remember what she say..
i'm a sotong kia.. so forgetful..
if you see this.. please write on the tagboard.. so i can edit the post.. =]
now, i will strive for the best! =]

2006-09-17T17:10:00.000+08:00

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone,
Thinking of you till it hurts.
I know you hurt too, but what else can we do?
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you?
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong,
I want you to come back and carry me home,
Away from these long lonely nights.
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh so right?
What would you say, if I called on you now?
Saying that I can't hold on..
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day!!!
Please love me or I'll be gone... I'll be gone... ='[

2006-09-17T16:21:00.000+08:00

So we fix our eye s nnot on what is een, but is unseen.
For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is enternal.
2 corinthains 4:18..
what does the scripture teach about hell???
the bible is quite clear on the fact that there is a heaven and a hell, that both are enternal.
matt 25:41..
Hell is described as eternal.. ( matt 25:46 )
Hell--> fiery furnace, matt 13:50
God does not show favouritism..
Romans 1:11-12..

i found my journal and saw this..
Btw actually i got nth to write.. so i write this..

2006-09-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

today was great!
i woke up in the morning at 11..
then i went to meet desmond, lew yeen yeen and wee kang
which oppsite the geylang east national library
on the to the destination.. i saw yang min min.. lol..
she's so blur i walk pass her and she didn't even saw me..
omg!!! after that, i finally reach the coffee shop.. guess what???
i saw chai hwa, dao ni and bingz.. omg!!! -.-"
chai hwa: hello!
dao ni: hi
bingz: hey!
BT:hi every one..
chai hwa: got study anot?
BT: got la!
chai hwa: got meh? i always see you playing..
BT: don't have.. i'm really studying..
dao ni: can one la.. he's so hardworking..
BT: =]
chai hwa: so can you help out in the primary school on 16 oct?
BT: er??? teacher haven't confirm with me leh?
teacher confirm with me, then i tell you ba..
chai hwa: orh okie..

after that i went to eat with desmond, cheng yeen and wee kang,
which is two to three table away from chai hwa, dao ni and bingz.. -.-"
while i was eating.. i saw dora with 2 other Gb girl..
BT: why i saw so many people i know ar? nvm..
so i contiue eating..
after that we meet up with gary..
then we mrted to bugis to watch movie..
at bugis parco.. looking what show to watch..
we wanted to watch the banquet..
BT: why not we watch the banquet?
( actually i was just kidding..)
reason--> cause lew cheng yeen cant watch!
the banquet is NC16!
his birthday is at Nov 11.. sad sia..
so after a long debate session..
we decide not to watch as desmond had to go home at 5plus..
so we decide to find a cafe and sit down and chit chat..
BT: go coffee bean lor..
CY: bugis dont have coffee bean la!
BT: orh..
firstly we decide to go to TCC ( some coffee cafe ) to drink coffee..
but when we reach the entrance of TCC..
we decide not to go in..
Gary: i don't wanna drink coffee!
BT: then go where?
desmond: go alijunied!!! -.-"
WK: don't know leh..
so we contiue walking around bugis and everyone is tired!!!
BT: go delifrance!
everyone: go lor..
so everyone went there to delifrance to sit down..
BT: Eek.. the water so expensive..
Desmond: go buy the $1.80 one lor..
BT: huh!?!?!? mineral water? $1.80!?!?!? -.-"
BT: so you wanna stay here? or go somewhere else..
wk: i wanna eat ice-cream!
BT: so you all wanna eat ice-cream or drink coffee..
gary: why not go buy can drinks from cold storage? -.-"
gary: don't want drink coffee la, later i can't slp..
so every went to swesens to eat ice-cream..
BT: why the waiter kept pouring ice water for us?
desmond: later before we eat anything we are full liao..
gary: then leave lor..
cy: need to pay GST and service taxes lor..
so the waiter ask us what we wanna eat..
des, gary and cy: can we have three banana split?
WK: make it four, thank you..
BT: make it five!!
everyone: huh!?!?! -.-"
in the end every one eat the same thing..
we take our own sweet time eating it..
at4.45.. desmond and wee kang PS us.. =]
and we're kind enough to send them to the mrt!
so went to arcade to play..
didn't actaully play.. watch people playing some car racing game..
guess what? saw some ah beng from our school.. sian..
they come over and say hi to me..
so annoying.. wanna challage me with the car racing!
can't he compare something we both know how to play..??
can't stand him.. idiot guy..
after awhile..
gary: ei.. my mum treating us dinner at tm.. wanna go anot?
BT: go lor..
CY: orh okie..
so we mrted to tampines mall..
and we went to book the seat at pizza hut.. yum yum..
Gary: ei, later if my mum treating ice-cream, how ar?
BT: (in my mind) huh? ice-cream again..
after finishing eating pizza hut.. Btw thanks gary mummy for the treats!
we went to toyrus to see the toy they wanted to buy for me..
all so cute de.. big head one..
then we went to mini toon to buy voodoo key chain..
all so cute de.. haha..
BT: go precious thots lei..
i need to buy something..
gary, cy: okie lor..
so went over and i bought my stuff..
then we went home.. what a long day!!!
but i really enjoy today! =]

2006-09-16T12:46:00.000+08:00

The Sufficiency of the Word of God for the Life of Man:

The law of the LORD is perfect, converting the soul;
The testimony of the LORD is sure, making wise the simple;
The statutes of the LORD are right, rejoicing the heart;
The commandment of the LORD is pure, enlightening the eyes;
The fear of the LORD is clean, enduring forever;
The judgments of the LORD are true and righteous altogether

Psalms 19:7-9

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. He makes me lie down in green pastures, he leads me beside quiet waters, he restores my soul.

Ps 23:1-3a

Give thanks for the things we have but not complain about the things we dont have..

2006-09-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

I'm really tired of ppl spamming my tag board...
can you all stop it.. Did I offend you?
why not come and talk to me about what i've have done to you..
please don't use my name and tag on raquel, tania and other ppl blog..
please?
i'm kinda of stressed up.. prelim are tough..
i wanna get good result.. i studies everyday..
but my result don't seem to improve..
how i wish i can pass with flying colours..
i didn't talk to you for so long..
i miss you..

though my love reaches to the end of earth, it stands speechless before your beauty..<3
doesn't that sound so familiar

2006-09-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

hey! today is the best birthday i ever had..
what i gain from today was a lesson about how God change our life..
dont look at the 10% of what God have not done for you,
but look at the 90% of he have done for you..
matt 7:7
pray and you shall receive,
seek and you shall find,
knock and the door shall be open to you..

we should not look at the problem.. but try to over come the problem..
today is great..
i went to desmond, cy and wee kang cg..
learn about God word's..
after that went to marina bay to eat seafood..
i saw blue berry!!! lol..
so shock.. alright shall stop here..
tomorrow got school..

2006-09-10T22:56:00.000+08:00

i was so tired today!
i woke up in the morning at 8am..
today was my 1st day serving the lord as a sound crew!
it's great! a feeling that bring me close to God!
i wanna have more of this exp..
i want my life to changed..
after i study until night,
then i went and eat dinner with juls, jeremy and my new friend "alan"
yup yup=]
after i had to teach gary and ian on geo..
as i'm going to have my geo paper and maths paper 1..
dont know why some guy from manjusri sec come and say we "dao" them..
almost get into a fight.. luckily only they fight.. i nvr.. =]

2006-09-09T13:28:00.000+08:00

it's a boring day!!!
staying at home
doing nothing
but studying..
boring!!!

2006-09-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired..
i went to church for guitar lesson,
after that i had to go for worship practise..
timo is good with sound engineering stuff..
all the omnidrectional, cardioid, hypercardioid and blah blah..
so good..
btw our church have new speaker.. Yay.. new sound system..
the worship practise is so funny..
they kept on changing the song..
haha.. alright i gotta slp..

2006-09-04T19:50:00.000+08:00

finally my chinese is over.. Yay!!!
i'm so happy.. hope i get aleast a B grade..
tomorrow is my SS paper.. yeah..
gotta study now.. =]

sweet love and devotion..

2006-09-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

life is so tiring.. it's my N lvl..
oh my.. what should i do..
i'm cant study..
i'm confused with what you did to me..
i need help!!!!

2006-08-31T18:14:00.000+08:00

i wasted 3 hours watching those boring programmes..
either the guitar of the band is too soft..
or the vocal doesn't suit the song.. i dont understand what rehearsal are for..
they dont know what's wrong with their perfomance..
my friend was angry with me because i wasn't talking to him..
which i was looking at "people".. haha..
anyway.. happy teacher's day!!! =]

2006-08-28T17:22:00.000+08:00

in fall every leaf is a fiery jewel
we walk in long lines down the halls at the school
the sunset comes early and shortens our day
we study our lessons before we can play

the wonder of spring is it comes every year...
even when winter is long and severe
on a peaceful spring evening the stars in the sky
tell stories and secrets and sing "lullabye"

in summer a green brush paints the land
and splashes the sky with a bright blue band
birds sing in trees and our spirits soar
as we kick off our shoes and run out the door

in winter a quientness falls with the snow
the icy cold wind makes our cheecks and noses glow
warm soup in the pot
our hands pushed into mittens bundled up in coats
we like fat kittens!!!

=]

2006-08-27T20:42:00.000+08:00

should i? should i not? i really dont know..
i wish i dont have to answer this question.. there's so many thing in my mind..
what should i do?

2006-08-19T18:28:00.000+08:00

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You are the only love I’ll need

In my life you are all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You are the one that is there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you

Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
You know it is just impossible
Because of you it is all brand new
my life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard my calling

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you
I need you..

2006-08-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

what a tiring day..
woke up at 5.45..
staring at wall..
i'm simply too tired to do anything..
after bathe and blah blah..
take bus and go to school..
after went to set up everything for morning assembly and the hall..
i just wanna stay in the hall, but i can't..
after that.. 1st four period was boring..
as we expected mrs yuen didn't come to school..
the whole use her lesson and talk and playing..
the noise level was so high that i cant stand it and i went down for a walk..
i didn't saw her.. so sad..
after i had three period of maths.. it's maths test!!!
i don't know how to do.. =[
after that mdn ng lesson..
she say we anyhow do her hw..
what she say was true..
and she was so sad that so cried..
in my mind, i was like.. i really disappoint you again..
after that..
i went to rest for awhile..
i went back school again.. to help out in the prefect ROD...
i'm very pleased with all of them..
the only thing i'm angry about is wei sheng..
how can he say "i can do mixer much better than you lor"
i dont think he mean to say something that hurting..
is he dont know how to express himself..
some people really get upset veryh easily by the remark other people said..
i guess.. they have to learned...
they are only sec2, they have to learn from their mistake..
and carry on.. i'm so tired...
i guess i shall stop here..

2006-08-17T18:31:00.000+08:00

"Home"

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Babe I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
'Cause I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
That this is not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

2006-08-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

what a day!!
chinese paper 1 and 2..
my compo and letter writing is horrible..
i wrote very little..
after that.. i stay back and help my Di Tu chuen meng to
finish his D&T..
i'm so loyal.. i stayed from 12.25- 6.25..
i didn't even went to eat my lunch..
feel so hungry.. haha.. but nvm.. it's worth it..
Di Tu desmond help me design a name.. and i burn it with the solder..
the name was nicely maked.. it's so beautiful..
haha.. then Di Tu cheng yeen went make one for cheng yeen..
today so pai sei.. everyone talking about raquel?!?!?!
what do it gotta do with me..
from she step in the D&T block until she left..
they really got nothing better to do..
so childish..
even the teacher also join the fun..
i'm so mad.. haha..
after that i carry on to help my friend..
about 5 plus.. i think dance is over..
and she's waiting for her dad to fetch her..
every one in D&T started shouting her name..
trying to get attention... it's dumb..
i'm so sorry about all these dumb things..

2006-08-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

tomorrow prelim examination is starting... =[
i dont know what should i do..
everytime i wannna study, i will end up infront of the square screen..
i'm really very tired..
what's the use of helping others, when i, myself can't even be studying for that few hours..
i really need to study hard..
have faith in myself.. =]

2006-08-10T20:10:00.000+08:00

fireworks

more fireworks

more fireworks!!!!

fireworks!!!

opps! i forget to blog about yesterday..
it's family day!!! and also national day!!! i went to singapore botanic garden!!!!

=]

orchids...

beautiful swan!!!!

2006-08-10T18:42:00.000+08:00

today i went to nat hse.. the dog bark non-stop.. lol
haha.. we really got nothing to do.. then we decide to watch click..
we walk halfway and we decide to take a cab.. cause we're late for that show..
we: " uncle, capital mall please.. quite near only, we are late for the moive.."
uncle:" okie.. "
we sit in the cab for less then a min and we reach capital mall..
dot.. -.-"
the fare metre is stuck at 2.50...
we watched click..
nice show! i learn that we must treasured our family..
fame, wealth and temporal power will shrive to irrelevance..
i almost cried.. it's so touching.. FAMILY IS IMPORTANT!!!
=]

2006-08-08T19:33:00.000+08:00

i just find out my close friend sabotaged me..
send photo of somebody name.. and say i was the 1 doing it..
it's super not fair la..
now every1 in the school was asking about it.. =[

2006-08-07T18:39:00.000+08:00

Oh when someone writes a song
With a simple rhyme
Just a song
Where the feelings show
And if someone feels the same
About the simple song
Oh sometimes
You just can hear them sing
Music gives you happiness and sadness
But it also, it also heals your soul
Or if someone plays piano
With some simple chords
So melodic
And endearing too
Oh if someone plays guitar
With the old piano
Then maybe
You can hear them sing

2006-08-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me ..


I DON't like any1..
please dont ask me who i like..
=]

2006-08-05T20:35:00.000+08:00

i may not smile
as you turn and walk away
my heart just falls
on every word you say
i will not fight
cause you will not listen

I once had marigolds for eyes.
I'd seem to fade on sunny days.
When it's cold as the rain outside,
well then, so am I.

2006-08-05T20:19:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired.. everybody was talking about her.. ya i know.. she's sweet.. but there's no need to tell me.. just STOP talking about it.. =[

after the boring thanksgiving, i went for flag day without eat my breadfast or lunch..
so hungry..
mrs lian fault..
dont let me eat...
i took bus to eunos to eat, then i take bus 2 to upper changi Rd..
i was LOST.. lol
i walk a long way by to simei mrt.. and back school..
didnt ask ppl to donate.. =x

2006-08-04T21:08:00.000+08:00

There's a hero if you look inside your heart.
You don't have to be afraid of what you are.
There's an answer if you reach into your soul
and the sorrow that you know will melt away.
And then a hero comes along
with the strength to carry on
and you cast your fears aside
and you know you can survive.
So, when you feel like hope is gone
look inside you and be strong
and you'll finally see the truth
that a hero lies in you.
It's a long road when you face the world alone;
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold.
You can find love if you search within yoursolf
and the emptiness you felt will disappearrrr.

2006-08-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me
I’m more than a bird
I’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd
But don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed
But won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me
Up, up and away
Away from me
It’s all right
You can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy
Or anything
I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It’s not easy to be me..

2006-08-01T18:02:00.000+08:00

I see her walking in the halls,

But she acts as though I don’t exist.

she’s always with her friends

And yet, she pays no heed, or time.

Why doesn’t she see me?

Am I really invisible to her?

It’s got me stressing out!

Though we are in different level,

I’m always looking in her direction..

So why doesn’t she notice me staring at her?

She looks right through me.

Why doesn’t she offer up a little smile?

Am I really invisible to her?

I’m stressed!

I see her every day after school,

But she never say a word.

I watch her every move,

But she doesn’t seem to care..

Why doesn’t she see me?

Am I really invisible to her?

I think of her all the time,

Can’t she see? Doesn’t she know?

She talks to other people, but never to me.

Why doesn’t she see me?

Her acting like I’m invisible..

Is really stressing me out..

2006-07-30T20:30:00.000+08:00

i love this photo!!! =]

2006-07-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

desmond birthday!!!

2006-07-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone

2006-07-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired.. every wake up at 5.30.. go school.. reach home at 7pm..
13 and a half hour in school.. plus six hours of slp.. i'm only left with 5 and a half hours for
dinner, homework.. and qt.. i'm so tired.. ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ='[

2006-07-21T21:24:00.000+08:00

Because of my past,

Awful and dreadful I’ve not cast.

I feel lost, knowing not what to do

Where to go now or whom to turn to.

Totally stressed inside and out..

I see her walking in the halls,

But he acts as though I don’t exist.

He’s always with her friends

And yet, she pays no heed, or time.

Why doesn’t she see me?

Am I really invisible to her?

It’s got me stressing out!

Though we are in different level,

I’m always looking in her direction..

So why doesn’t she notice me staring at her?

She looks right through me.

Why doesn’t she offer up a little smile?

Am I really invisible to her?

I’m stressed!

I see her every day after school,

But she never say a word.

I watch her every move,

But she doesn’t seem to care..

Why doesn’t she see me?

Am I really invisible to her?

I think of her all the time,

Can’t she see? Doesn’t she know?

She talks to other people, but never to me.

Why doesn’t she see me?

Her acting like I’m invisible..

Is really stressing me out..

Through my fingers life has slipped,

My heart feels pummeled, broken, ripped.

Can I throw these dark memories into the sea,

Like cremated ashes, all that old me?

Cleansing.. Inside and out

2006-07-19T17:59:00.000+08:00

ah!!! i got so much thing to do!!!!

2006-07-17T18:01:00.000+08:00

believe in the sand beneath my toes
The beach gives a feeling
An earthy feeling
I believe in the faith that grows..

another day..
i'm sad about losing all my msg..
i'm dying.. =[

Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall..